So yea, i'm 10th of october and yea the photo below is a legshot of me which is also my new profile picture but NO i'm not jumping up and celebrating like i would paint the street red anytime soon if i had the means. Over the years i have learnt that Happiness is not a feeling, its a state of mind, you don't need something to get you happy, you have to be happy within you by default. I lost this special character years ago and since then its always seemed like something external has to compensate my internal state to make me happy but all of this is all in my head and i keep lying to myself! I'm taking this stuff to the next level, i'm not gonna let some biittch destroy the life of another boy and then end him up like me, i have been working on something since last month that i went off. One of them is getting a better stressfree conversating interface between me and men out there which is currently in my signature now... Still Typing...